Direct Copy/Paste from FlyOnMelfisWall Essay

“I Get It. I Get It!”

Tony’s desert epiphany is a bookend to his near-death coma experience and, I believe, can only be fully understood in relation to it. Yet exploring that relationship is a journey all unto itself, calling not only for consideration of the coma episodes and Kennedy and Heidi but the meaning of the cut to black that ends the series. While exploring the religious and spiritual underpinnings of those episodes is of even more weight and interest to me personally than the issue of Tony’s motives in killing Christopher, it deserves and demands its own, dedicated discussion. For now, I’d simply like to posit what I strongly believe Tony’s epiphany to have been with only minimal argumentation as to why I hold that belief.

The epiphany is presaged when Tony enters the casino on his peyote trip and notes that the roulette wheel is built on the same principle as the solar system. The ball spins round and round the center or “sun” of the wheel because of two delicately-balanced but largely opposing phenomena: the momentum of the ball (which, without the wheel, would carry the ball away in a straight line) and the centripetal force of the wheel (applied by the rim, which continuously pulls the ball towards the center even as the ball’s momentum continuously pulls it on a path perpendicular to the centripetal force.) The antagonism (or cooperation, if you prefer) of the forces gives rise to a unified system: an orbit.

If this sounds a bit like the Bell Labs scientist’s explanation of how two tornadoes are in fact just facets of one, unified system of wind, it’s likely no mere coincidence. As Hal Holbrook’s character argued, separateness is a mirage. The universe, and everything in it, is one big soup of molecules interacting in cause/effect fashion according to laws, making it one whole, not a bunch of discrete parts. “Everything is everything,” as the black rapper reduced it.

That was the philosophy that really made an impression on Tony in the days and weeks following his coma. The principles of quantum physics articulated by Holbrook’s character are likely as close as you can get to a scientific codification of Bhuddism and therefore reinforced much of what the Bhuddist monks conveyed to Tony in his coma. The monks laughed when Tony claimed he wasn’t Finnerty and explained that there really is no “you” and “me," that death would bring an obliteration of individuality. Separate consciousness – and the consciousness of separateness – is an illusion of the living.

So all this laid the philosophical groundwork for Tony’s Las Vegas trip. In that trip, Tony seeks out a girl with whom Chris had slept, then sleeps with her himself. He mentions having refrained from a longstanding desire to try peyote because he always felt the weight of his responsibilities, an implied contrast to Christopher, who always indulged in drugs despite his responsibilities. The idea that Tony was seeking to almost live life in Christopher’s skin in the Las Vegas portion of the episode was something several posters mentioned in first discussions after Kennedy and Heidi aired. Even the girl, Sonia, remarks how similar Tony and Chris are, a somewhat dubious observation that somehow offends Tony but which also helps define his impending epiphany.

That epiphany is spurred when the rising sun flares at him over the desert mountain vista. This recalls Tony’s earlier comparison of the roulette wheel to the solar system. It also resonates completely with the fact that Kevin Finnerty was a solar heating salesman from Kingman, Arizona, a town which, not coincidentally, lies 95 miles southeast of Las Vegas and shares the same desert landscape. Also not coincidental, IMO, is the fact that in the prior episode, Christopher spoke of the perks of joining witness protection and of “living large” in Arizona.

So I believe that, in that desert sunrise on the cusp of Arizona, in fulfillment of his identity as Kevin Finnerty, solar heating salesman, Tony saw his “son” – Christopher – “rise” and realized that, in murdering him days before, he (Tony) was really “rising” as a “son” against Johnny Boy. And in that linkage, he suddenly realized that “everything is [indeed] everything.” He is both Chris and Johnny Boy, both abused and misguided son and abusing, misguiding father. He is murdering uncle and would-be murdered nephew. He is both the mother that sees suffocation as mercy killing and the son who is suffocated. Christopher is both his son and his father. Johnny Boy is Coach Molinaro. “Kennedy” is “Heidi”. Opposites are really two sides of the same coin. In that fleeting moment of insight, Tony was truly feeling “one” with the universe.

Direct Copy/Paste from Corey Goode

And one of the things that I was told by these higher-density beings, is that we are all one. And this goes along with something I used to say as a child that would upset my parents, who were very conservative, especially my Mom. I would say: “I used to be you. You used to be me. I used to be Grandpa, Grandpa used to be me.” And they would say, “that doesn't make any sense scientifically. In time, we're all existing all at the same time, how could you be me, and I used to be you?” I would say: “time doesn't matter; only the experience matters.” And they would be like “What?” I am like five/six years old when I am saying these weird things. And, as it turns out, this is what these higher-density beings are saying - that time is an illusion, we are all fragmented but we're all one.

The Sopranos
A. Bobby Bacala likes to hunt with a bow and arrow.
B. AJ goes into the pool.
C. Janice's son is named Harpo/Hal.
D. Hal Holbrook plays John Schwinn, formerly of Bell Labs.
E. Tony Soprano's breathing patterns are very noticeable.
F. AJ appears wearing his Dad's bathrobe.
G. Meadow is late due to her switching Birth control.

Compare the above to Stanley Kubrick's 1968 film-
2001: A Space Odyssey

A. One astronaut is named "Bowman."
B. Another astronaut is named "Poole."
C. HAL9000 is the name of the space ship's computer.
D. HAL was made to "speak" at Bell Labs.
E. Bowman's breathing is also very noticeable as he tries to rescue Poole.
F. Astronaut Bowman sees himself wearing a bathrobe.
G. A Star-Child is BORN.
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Corey Goode: "First, you've got to turn inward. Start looking inward. You start working higher and higher up. When you start working, you start meditating more, looking inward more at the bad things about yourself. You start trying to not only forgive yourself for those things and change them, forgive others. There's energy that's released. And you begin to expand. And you begin to work higher and higher and higher up the higher self, until self falls out of the equation, and you just reach higher. And that's how you eventually, I believe, reach back to what people call Source [aka Infinite Creator; God; Love; Home]."
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Below taken from a Transcript of Cosmic Disclosure with Corey Goode and David Wilcock. Specifically, it is the Full Transcript of Season 1, Episode 10 [1.10 COSMIC DISCLOSURE: AWAKENING THE PINEAL GLAND]:

DW: Welcome to "Cosmic Disclosure." I'm your host, David Wilcock, and I'm here with Corey Goode, an insider who has come forward claiming to be from the secret space program having access to extraordinarily classified information, much of which is completely new to even the most seasoned veterans who have studied UFOs, insider testimony, classified intel, all this kind of stuff. In this episode, we're going to delve into one of the subjects that you have consistently told us, in your comments and by what you've watched on the internet of my videos, is the most fascinating subject for you. I'm talking about the glandula pinealis, or the pineal gland. So Corey, welcome back to the show.

CG: Thank you.

DW: Could you, in your own words, explain for our audience what you heard about the pineal gland. What is it? Does it have a function for us? What is the pineal gland?

CG: When I was in my lab program and I was identified as an intuitive empath (IE), they were giving us injections and sonic treatments right here.

DW: Injections where?

CG: In our shoulders.

DW: Okay.

CG: And our hips. When we were younger, they'd give us injections in our hips. When we got older, they would give them in our shoulder.

DW: That sounds painful.

CG: You get used to it. And then there was just a metal kind of rod that came to a point that they would put right here that would send sonic waves to the pineal gland. And they said it was to enhance-- not the empath but the intuitive part of our intuitive empath abilities.

DW: Could you feel a sonic vibration in your skull from it?

CG: Yeah. You felt the sonic waves going in about a good six inches back into your head.

DW: Wow.

CG: Yeah. So it was obviously important to them to stimulate the pineal gland.

DW: Well, in the scholarship that I've put out in "Source Field," there's a whole chapter on the pineal gland. We know it's in the geometric center of the brain. We know it's the size of a pea. It has more blood flow going through it than any other part of the body except the kidneys. And mainstream science says, oh, we don't really know what this thing is. But there are cells inside the pineal gland that actually are the same cells more or less as in the retina of the eye.

CG: Rods and cones?

DW: They're called pinealocytes, but they're the same thing. And they're also wired into the visual cortex of the brain by the same type of wiring that we have from our eyes. So the ancient traditions literally call it a third eye. And in my videos-- and we have this coming up in future episodes of "Wisdom Teachings"-- there's pine cones and that kind of iconography showing up in all different world religions. So do you think that there's something happening inside the pineal gland that these little rods and cones are seeing?

CG: Well, they said it was to help stimulate the second sight and the intuitive abilities, and they stated that they knew that there are ancient earth breakaway groups that they've gotten their hands on who have very large pineal glands.

DW: Oh, really?

CG: And they said that at one time, all of us, our pineal glands used to be quite a bit larger than they are now. And they were trying to stimulate growth and activity in our pineal glands.

DW: Well, that's very interesting, because the insider Jacob told me that the Draco tried to engineer modern humans so that we would not have a pineal gland at all. And they got very mad, because benevolent ETs came in and reinstalled it. Have you ever heard of anything like that?

CG: Mm-mm.

DW: Okay.

CG: I actually heard that it was a part of the grand experiment from these 22 different genetic experiments from these 40 groups. This experiment was not only genetic in nature, but it was also spiritual in nature and that they were trying to enhance us in a spiritual way and that the pineal gland-- and something also to do with our light body was something that they were manipulating to try to help us become more spiritual and more developed in that way. Now, they are obviously at odds with this Draco Alliance group.

DW: So that would imply that the Super Federation is not all negative, that they are--

CG: Yeah. Like I said, it's all point of view. They have their agendas and why they're manipulating us the way they're doing.

DW: We've had multiple insiders suggest that when you see the halo around someone in these ancient pictures-- or in Buddhist illustrations, it's more like a corona-- that that would indicate a pineal gland that's much more active, and that there's some sort of light phenomena. Did you ever see anything like that?

CG: Well, when I was talking just now about our light bodies, the exercises they put us through were to not only activate our pineals, but to expand our light bodies to where they would say that when they got us to the point where they wanted us, we would be sitting in a room and our light bodies would expand past the walls of the room that we were in.

DW: Wow.

CG: So there is obviously a direct connection with the pineal gland and the development and expansion of your light body.

DW: I want to get back to those exercises in a minute, but first I want to bring in another interesting point. I've had at least four different insiders tell me that if our pineal gland is even partly activated-- never mind fully activated-- that we could literally fly throughout the cosmos. Do you feel that it is somehow a stargate, like a portable biological stargate built into our body just like hardware that we haven't accessed yet?

CG: Yeah. A lot of beings use the pineal gland and their light body to project their consciousness and their selves to other physical locations and then send that information back through that connection to their physical bodies, and then change the vibration of their physical bodies to match the vibration of the location they're at. And then the body teleports to that location and rejoins the consciousness or what some people are saying are having of out-of-body experiences or projecting their minds-- a lot of different terminology for what these more advanced beings are doing.

DW: I'm just curious. Do you think-- because this is a speculation I've had-- that the halo is actually the mouth of a wormhole and that you get gravitationally pulled up into the mouth when your pineal gland is open? You can fly up into that halo and travel through it?

CG: I think that these depictions of halos and auras that they've shown around people are just people that have really highly developed their light bodies and their pineal glands and developed their selves in a very intuitive, spiritual way, and that's the way that they've been depicted in art. And people that have also developed their light bodies in this way have a second sight and are also able to see other people's light bodies.

DW: Now, in Tibet they actually will have a long, thin, sharp piece of wood or something that they stick through somebody's forehead, and they wound the pineal gland a little bit with it. And that supposedly creates some kind of access. Do you think that they might be doing a more technological form of something like that with this sonic gun that they gave you?

CG: They're trying to find a way to stimulate the pineal gland.

DW: How did it feel when you were getting this treatment? What was your experience?

CG: You would have out-of-body experiences.

DW: Really?

CG: Yeah. You would feel your light body grow. You would feel yourself growing in all directions outside of your body. Sometimes you would feel yourself knocked outside of your body behind yourself.

DW: Wow.

CG: But at the same time, you would feel locally what was going on in your body, the sonic vibration going on into the wet brain matter behind your skull.

DW: Well, I did an episode on "Wisdom Teachings" with Dr. Michael Persinger, who has something he calls the "God helmet." And they've got these very powerful magnetic guns that he can triangulate and aim into certain parts of the brain. He can create extreme panic and fear. He can make you sweat. He can create sexual arousal. And there are certain parts of the brain that he beams it into where people have a god experience.
Now, the skeptics love to bring Persinger in and say that this is proof that there's no greater reality, that these visionary experiences are just a brain firing. But to me, it sounds like what Persinger's doing with the God helmet is similar to what you're saying with sound waves.

CG: Yeah, sounds like it. Electromagnetic waves were also used on us at times.

DW: So do you think that anyone given this kind of a treatment would have an experience like you had, or was it because you were prepared for with your intuitive training?

CG: I think they would have it. They would have some sort of an experience. I at a young age was already having out-of-body experiences and weird experiences. I mean, we would go on long car trips, and I would get bored, and I would project myself outside of the car. And I would project myself out and fly over the signs and over the hills and look back at the car and fly and have an out-of-body experience going on long trips. I was already doing that at a very young age.

DW: My insider Daniel went through this intuitive training for what he called the Psy Corps.

CG: Right.

DW: And it was supposedly derived from the CIA, or so he was told. And I want to kind of go through some of the things that he said they taught him and then see how that compares with your training. So number one was inverse calisthenics. They had him hang upside down, by his knees or by his ankles, and do sit-ups. And they were told that the more oxygen was in his blood and the more blood flowed through his pineal gland, that if they could strengthen the circulation into the pineal gland in the body in general, that that would enhance his abilities. Did you have anything similar to that?

CG: The closest we had to that, they put us into pressure rooms that were highly pressurized and highly oxygenated. And they would have us do meditation, and they would hook up EEG-type electrodes to our heads. And they had trained us to go to different states, including theta. And they would, on command, tell you to go to a certain state, and they would measure how quickly you could go there at different atmospheric pressures and oxygen levels inside this chamber.

DW: Do you think this was partly intended to help you be able to function in different extraterrestrial environments?

CG: This was all during the same time when-- this all had to do with intuitive empath enhancement.

DW: Well here on Gaiam, we have a lot of yoga Tai Chi videos. And people can get into that when they're a subscriber. It's all free. It's included in your basic membership. I always thought that the inverse calisthenics, these sit-ups upside down and increasing the overall circulation, that if you look at the ancients, they're saying yoga, Tai Chi, it's all about building circulation. It's about flexibility, all that kind of stuff. So do you think that these kinds of exercises will be beneficial to people if they want to develop their intuition?

CG: Yes. And they were also teaching us Tai Chi type stuff.

DW: Really?

CG: And it also had to do with a lot of visualization during the same time, of visualizing spherical energetic balls and making them travel and feeling them travel down different parts of your body and passing them around inside, throughout your body.

DW: Wow.

CG: Yeah. It helps with oxygen and blood flow, but also they were incorporating us using it to move energy throughout our bodies.

DW: Could you explain a little more about what exactly you were supposed to witness? Was there a color to the sphere? Was there a size to it? How many of them were there at once? Was it just one?

CG: Just one.

DW: Did they give you any specifics about what it's supposed to look like?

CG: Of our choosing. They just said, visualize a sphere, an energetic sphere, and take the sphere in your hand and then visualize it passing back and forth from your hand and then travelling all the way through your shoulders to the other hand. You would do that at first, and then you would take it, and it would travel down your spine and back up your spine up through the top of your skull. And then you would visualize it coming back down to your solar plexus and coming out and catching it in your hands and then circulating it again. It was a visual exercise, a mental and visual exercise, of passing this ball of energy throughout your body and also feeling it.

DW: Could this just be done in a standing position, or were there Tai Chi type of movements that were associated with the movement of the sphere?

CG: You were moving your hands and body and visualizing it as you were doing it. You weren't sitting in a static position as if you were meditating.

DW: Well, there definitely appear to be Tai Chi moves that are associated with a sphere of energy like that. So could the sphere be like this big in certain cases, or is it more small, like about that big?

CG: Yeah. We were visualizing small spheres.

DW: OK. But there was no color, like blue or white or anything like?

CG: Usually like a light bulb, just white.

DW: White light?

CG: Yeah.

DW: How similar is what people see as Tai Chi now? Because most people seem to be doing the same set of movements. Would you say those movements were the same as what you were doing, or were they somehow different?

CG: Very many of them are quite the same.

DW: Oh.

CG: Yeah. And most people that are doing Tai Chi know that they're doing energetic work at the same time. People that have practiced it long enough know that they're doing energetic work.

DW: I've never been able to find it online, but there's a PBS video with Bill Moyers where he's got a Tai Chi master. And the guy's standing there, and people come running towards him. And they're yelling and screaming, and they literally just fly off of this guy. What's going on there? I mean, these people seem to be getting hit with something energetically.

CG: Yeah. Some of these people were demonstrating how they could throw these energy balls and put dents in metal.

DW: Really?

CG: And these people were really developed.

DW: When you say "these people" now--

CG: The people that were teaching us that were really advanced.

DW: Are they space program people? Are they extraterrestrial human types?

CG: No. This was back in the My Lab program. These were the just Black Ops types that were teaching the younger people.

DW: They could dent metal with these spheres that they created?

CG: Yes. Well, with the energy. A sphere did not shoot out, but they were visualizing a sphere, and they would shoot it out. And these people were the ones that believed very much in the "Star Wars" Jedi kind of-- the force. And you wrote a book, "The Source Field." And they harnessed, I guess, what you would call the "dark side" of the source field, or the dark side of the force. And they were very much into really stuff straight out of "Star Wars," like Jedi-- I mean, like the Dark Lord Sith kind of magic energy that they pulled from the ether or the universe.

DW: Well, this gets into another thing that Danny was telling me. I'm really interested to hear where you're going to say about this-- explosive muscle movements, martial arts, this kind of stuff. Apparently-- and there's a Tai Chi guy that Pete Petersen knows, and he's really about this kind of very intense tensing of the hands and the fingers like this. What Danny was told in this training was that these intense violent muscle movements-- something having to do with adrenaline-- that adrenaline is like a magic energy conduit, and that you can't get these abilities by just doing smooth, gentle exercise. Push-ups, weightlifting, martial arts-- this kind of stuff is essential. Did you ever hear or anything like that yourself?

CG: A lot of these guys that were doing this, I didn't see any sign of adrenaline. They seemed totally at ease, at peace, and docile. It just seemed effortless for them, and there was no [GROANING] kind of a thing going on. It was just real smooth motion kind of a thing. Obviously, they were acting as some sort of antenna pulling energy from the source field, I guess you would call it.

DW: So in Tai Chi, from what little I know of it-- and actually, you're making me want to go start these videos right away, interestingly enough, because it's finally making sense to me why you would want to practice this-- they seem to always be big on-- I've had some martial arts training, so bending your knees, lowering your center of gravity, and they talk about the hara, or the tan tien, this sort of area in your abdomen that you're supposed to feel like there's a string or an energetic cord coming up from the earth. It's sort of like you're pulling energy out of the Earth. Was that part of the training, to ground in that way with bending your knees?

CG: There was a grounding aspect mentioned of visualizing yourself grounded with the center of the Earth, and also visualizing yourself as an antenna that can pull in and push out energy, this background energy, of the cosmos.

DW: Daniel, in his training, one of the things they also taught him was that it is the Earth that empowers magical work and that the earth has to authorize you to do these things, that your energy when you start to be able to develop these feats of consciousness, you have to work with the earth, and it will authorize the action. Was that something that you encountered in your training?

CG: Well, we were taught a little bit beyond that. It all had to do with the cosmic web. The earth had a relationship with the sun. The sun had a relationship with the local star cluster. The local star cluster had a relationship with the center of the galaxy. The galaxy had a relationship with the local galaxy cluster and so on and so on.

DW: So what are some of the other things that they taught you for the intuitive training?

CG: There were a lot of other types of scenarios that they would put us through, including virtual reality, which often were very disturbing. They would put you, by yourself or you and your team, in a virtual reality scenario. And this was such an immersed virtual reality scenario that you had smells, tastes, feel. You could feel wind.

DW: Did you know once you were in it that you were in a virtual reality?

CG: That was part of the test. You would be put into a very horrific situation sometimes or asked to do very horrific things, put into battle situations with unpleasant type beings that you would have to fight. And you would have to rely more and more on your intuition to win. If you just were relying on martial arts or tactical training, you could never win. But when you would rely on your intuitive abilities, you were able to win. And then at that point, it was almost like a lucid dream. You would realize you were in a virtual world, and then you would pull yourself out.

DW: This sounds exactly like the movie "Divergent," where you have this girl, who is thrown into a virtual reality, and she's the divergent one. She's the one that learns how to break any virtual reality and get out of it.

CG: Right. Ever since my first two audio interviews hit the internet, I've heard that many times.

DW: Also, the movie "Ender's Game," where there's the child in the space program, and they're teaching these children to fight extraterrestrials and pilot ships. He realizes early along he's getting thrown into virtual reality simulations, that they want him to be as sociopathic as possible. And so instead of cooperating with these beings that are trying to give him a challenge, he'll like rip its eye out or something. Is this the kind of stuff that those movies seem to be related to what you're experiencing?

CG: Yes. They were not only training us, but they were psychologically profiling us as well, to see what type of orders we would follow, how far we would go. They wanted to know who were sociopaths, who would follow certain types of orders. There were orders-- [SIGHS] Yeah.

DW: Really horrible stuff.

CG: Really horrible stuff that I don't want to talk about on camera. You would see your somewhat friends, but team members, taking part in and you were ordered to take part in, and you would have to make the moral choice or dilemma whether to follow the peer pressure, do what the others were doing, or to not do it.

DW: What were some of the monstrosities that they had you fight, if you can tell us some of that? I don't want you to dredge up a whole lot of nasty memories, but--

CG: They had a very good insight into what you did not like.

DW: Ah. So it was like they deliberately target what you fear most?

CG: They would target your fears. Obviously, I did not like spiders, apparently, so I did battle with very large spiders. I did battle with reptilian type beings.

DW: And there's no way to tell that it's not real when you're in it?

CG: Right. It gets to a point where it's hard to tell what's real and what's not. And once you finally get to a point in your intuitive empath training to where you consistently are able to tell that you're put in a virtual reality setting, then you have somewhat graduated to a new level.

DW: You had mentioned to me in another conversation sometimes it was like professional wrestler types, like big strong men that you'd have to fight.

CG: Mmm-hmm. And you're a kid.

DW: But it's sort of like a bad dream, right? You don't remember getting into it, but once you're in it, it just seems like this is your reality.

CG: You would be in a scenario to where you are being put into the scenario that seemed logical. And then you're in the scenario, and you've got to fight your way out of the scenario or figure your way out of the scenario. And the only way to do so successfully was in an intuitive way.

DW: Could you get a little more specific as to how that would actually play out? Because otherwise, we're just going to have to fill in what we think and not really know what you mean.

CG: Well, if you were fighting another person, you would then instead of relying on the martial arts or the tactical training, you would then lock in on the person's eyes and make a connection with them and then intuitively know what they're going to do before they would do it.
That was one step. And when you were able to start doing that and then situations would happen, you would intuitively know. When you were going to clear a building, you intuitively know if there were 12 rooms to clear, you begin to intuitively know the first five rooms were already clear, and the sixth room was the room where you had to engage. And then, once you started reaching this point, it started to become easier for you to intuit that you were in virtual reality. And from the very beginning, when you were put in a landing zone or put into the situation, you would immediately know that it was a virtual reality, and you would pull yourself out.

DW: This is interesting because who is doing the actions in the virtual reality? In other words, if you're psychically detecting how to fight somebody, who is the somebody? Is there a person controlling who you're fighting? Is it a computer program? How does this actually work?

CG: They're pulling information out of our heads and control them. They also had the ability to put multiple people in the same virtual reality scenario to where, at times, these people were really there together. When you were engaging with their mind, you were engaging with their mind and their chair.

DW: When you're fighting something like a tarantula, can there be a human operator controlling the actions of the tarantula, or is it a computer program like an artificial intelligence?

CG: This was just a situation that was playing out in the virtual reality. I don't know if it was artificial intelligence. It was very high-tech, and I know that they were mirroring a lot of information out of your psyche into the virtual reality.

DW: If a technology like this could be done at all, undoubtedly some people are going to start thinking about stuff like "The Matrix" and wonder how much of all of our reality is a simulation or is somehow a virtual, greater compartmentalized part of--

CG: Row, row, row your boat. Life is but a dream.

DW: Do you think that ultimately, if we're looking at the fact that we only remember one lifetime, and then it seems that we have an afterlife and reincarnation that our life here is sort of like a simulation, every time we wake up from sleep that we're jumping back into this hologram?

CG: That's probably a good way to put it. But we're definitely, from what I was told by the Blue Avians, since we're spiritual children still when we die, we're not living long enough to spiritually develop. It's taking us multiple lifetimes to learn the lessons and to spiritually develop to a point to where we can graduate to become higher density beings.

DW: Well, you've heard it here. This is "Cosmic Disclosure." Very mind-blowing information, and there's much, much more where this came from. We have 52 episodes, and we may even be doing more past that point. So every week, you're going to be hearing fascinating stuff like this. So please stay tuned. I'm your host, David Wilcock, and we thank you for watching.
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Season 4, Episode 7

Corey Goode: Yes. We talked earlier about the Cabal doing things out in the open to manipulate our mass consciousness. One of the major things they've done is strip any understanding or knowledge that we have of the power of our co-creative consciousness. That's the only way they rule us. We can use that co-creative consciousness to manifest this timeline to where we get this Full Disclosure.

David Wilcock: That sounds like gobbledygook.

Corey Goode: It does, but you've put forth in your shows and talks . . . How many times have you talked about mass meditations having a direct effect? You and I both have talked about scientists have proven that observing an experiment has an effect on its outcome. Consciousness has an effect on reality. And whether you believe it or not, it occurs.
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This entire post below taken from:

Billyv, absolutely breathtaking insights. The "symbolic death" which you have brilliantly alluded to, resonates deeply with my own understanding of the Final Episode as well -- in which Tony has dug himself deeper into the hell of his own consciousness, and has brought everyone down with him, a sort of “symbolic death” that he is experiencing. Also, the "symbolic death" resonates with me to the point where I believe that we don't understand the reality of Life and Death that we are living in. Just as there is Life, there is Death (After-Life), and it continues on and on; this is the duality of the 3rd-dimension that we live in, on earth.

You brought up another excellent point. In regards to Dr. Melfi 'leaving' Tony ’cold turkey’ as she did, so to speak, I must (respectfully) disagree somewhat, with your viewpoint, as well as with FlyOnMelfisWall viewpoint; and I hope I am not overstepping my bounds here by doing so.

First off, I do agree whole-heartedly that the way she ‘let him go’ as a patient [essentially telling him to hit the road] in the Penultimate episode, 6.20 The Blue Comet, did seem extremely sudden and abrupt; it was out of the realm of intelligence for the series as well, for example, to highlight sentences/lines so conspicuously in the Study/Research Paper she was reading, which was titled — The Criminal Personality.

Furthermore, I feel that her choice to “dismiss” him as a patient (and in truth, as a person) after everything they have shared, in his mind, was the ultimate dismissal of him as a "decent" or "righteous" human being. I feel like this was the major event which subsequently set the wheels in motion for him to go further down the wrong road & To travel more into the depths of hell of his own consciousness — in the following [final] episode.

The views that I disagree with above, somewhat at least:
The fact that it seems “atypical” of Chase to allow Dr. Melfi to do this so promptly does not resonate with me; in other words, I don't believe this is "atypical" for Chase. Dr. Melfi was being casually "Lectured To," in a way (at dinner) -- by a group of her peers in a non-threatening way — In which case, the group consensus was/is definitely more powerful than an individual opinion (instead of just Elliot himself mentioning to her in Therapy one-on-one repeatedly that Tony can't be "rescued," the group dynamic is forcing her into a corner here to Realize this, and to also realize her own mistakes and Truths over the past years) -- and the group is telling her/&us that sociopaths Can’t be cured through psychotherapy. Rather, sociopaths become prone to more Criminal behaviors when engaged in psychotherapy as a form of healing. In addition, reading the very obvious Lines/Sentences that were highlighted in the Study/Research Paper she looked at, The Criminal Personality, played an important role as well; all of this [in combination] forced her out of The Illusion that she has been Living in -- for years already.

Dr. Melfi has reached a Sudden revelation in her own thinking. Something has finally clicked; something has finally snapped into place in her mind.

“Chill out, we’re amongst professionals [friends]," as Dr. Elliot Kupferberg says to her at the dinner table -- he is not demanding anything right away or right now. In other words, he is not stating with extreme urgency to Let Tony go as a patient right now; on the contrary, he is attempting (in my view), via a different approach from what he has attempted in the past, to help her see The Truth. The sooner, the better, of course; but it is seen more as a healthy dinner among colleagues rather than an "emergency" intervention, for example.

At this point in Dr. Melfi’s/Tony’s relationship, Chase makes it quite clear, in my view, that he is not interested in portraying ‘hidden puzzle pieces’ or ‘hidden intelligence’ that we must figure out, but rather (and much more Importantly), he is simply laying the facts out on the table for us to see in plain view.

The talking cure does help sociopaths become better criminals. And I am not saying here that Tony is pure evil or a pure sociopath. However, we cannot deny that he does, at times, manipulate others -- (and sometimes quite forcefully, of course) -- in order to get his way. Melfi finally sees through his “nice” and “lovable” personality. His facade of being a criminal with “no choice” on his part is Finally revealed to her, in her own consciousness. Statements such as “You are what you are" or "How come I’m not making pots in Peru?” reveal how he changes the thought process of others into accepting him as a criminal. This is manipulation at it's most finest.

Those statements are RIDICULOUS; everyone has choices over their own actions. Maybe at first, sure, he perhaps didn't have much of a choice. But he now lives day after day with his decision, instead of at least trying to change somehow.

Our reality [and range of choices] is set by our own thinking and Consciousness, nothing else. We are the Creators of our own Reality.

"... And in that, there are are a range of choices. You don't think people have choices? You don't believe human beings possess free will?" -- Something or other is what Melfi says to Tony during one of their therapy sessions.

Dr. Melfi Experienced a sudden “Revelation,” or a sudden “Awakening,” so to speak. And we cannot judge her own process; she maintains free will and has her own mind to experience this “awakening” — her process might be different from everyone else’s, but it is REAL nonetheless.

"You miss appointments because you don't give a [curse word]; you have no idea what went into building up this science." In this case Melfi is totally correct, even if she has found it out for herself so abruptly and out-of-nowhere, that doesn't matter. Everyone has their own process.

Everyone maintains free will and we cannot judge her individual process. She has finally broken out of the illusion she has been stuck in. Tony, when he found out about The Truth regarding his father during the events that took place in the Episode — 5.07 In Camelot — he very obviously hid from the truth and went back to his illusory way of thinking, because it is a safe place for him.


INSTEAD, SHE TACKLES IT HEAD-ON WITH STRENGTH (even though it truly hurts very badly).

In much the same way, a spiritual awakening can occur either quite suddenly, or it can take time, depending upon the individual, and also upon the information which the individual has processed in a certain time period (among many other factors, of course).

A person can go from becoming asleep/unconscious and be completely in the illusion of reality just as Dr. Melfi was —

— To being fully awake/conscious spiritually, regarding the Truth about Life and how our own individual reality [as well as the human-race reality as a whole; the collective consciousness, “everything is everything” type of truth] is shaped by our own individual consciousness [and later on, following this understanding and acknowledgement of spirituality, Group consciousness as a collective is what Our Reality will be].

And I think that is a good place for a Segue — in which case, Understanding these ideas of a possible sudden “awakening” or “Revelation” — in order to Segue into the Final Episode. I think it is a good Segue in order to start deconstructing the Final Episode with a spiritual & symbolic perspective in the background -- especially in regards to the illusion of our 3rd-dimension being the “ultimate reality,” when in truth it is just something that we can eventually evolve higher frominto 4d and 5d and so onby:

1. first Loving Ourself and Each Other More (including Nature/animals — Essentially Loving all Creation, as we are all One creation together, as a Collective).

2. as well as By Living in the Present instead of the Past or the Future [which only brings anxiety and fear and worry upon us].

3. and by Respecting Each other and The Earth (which sustains us as a People; and as Living Entities in General).

4. and by Knowing/Appreciating that All Life is Creation and all life is Sacred and Connected; "everything is everything" - 6.04 The Fleshy Part Of The Thigh.

It's true that we do live in a "Matrix." However, I am also not implying here that our 3rd-dimension is somehow an illusion. In fact, our Physical Reality is so REAL and TRUE that I will contradict myself here, and say that without being FULLY GROUNDED, evolution is not possible. We are SEPARATE from each other, just as much as we are all Connected.

David Chase has killed Tony Soprano symbolically, yet proves that all is One, and we can always change and better ourselves, even after death.
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We have already seen how Spirituality is Truly one with Science [through the use of the Final Episode + SchrodInger’s cat etc.]; spirituality and God is/are Truly one with Mathematics as well — using String Theory and how it relates to the hyper-Dimensional model of the Universe — in which a Respectable advocate/proponent of String Field Theory of physics stated that:

”The final solution could be that God is a mathematician.”
Dr. Michio Kaku.

As if that above wasn’t enough proof of the Following Connections -- Spiritual+Scientific+Mathematical+
God+AllIntelligentlyConnected Source/Home/Love -- But let’s delve even further & dive even deeper & see additionally what Nikola Tesla has figured out in his own mind, way before our time.

First of all, Nikola Tesla has been mentioned numerous times already in this thread, via the use of Images and Evolution and Understanding the Universe through Vibration, Frequency, Energy etc.

OUT OF ALL THE SCIENTISTS OR MATHEMATICIANS IN HISTORY — Nikola Tesla is the only one who has discovered FREE ENERGY. I can't explain his genius. I don't even understand fully all of his work; it is pure genius & Love at play.

His work has been hidden from us, by The Cabal/The Illuminati.

He discovered "free energy" as well as "sacred geometry." Both concepts are spiritual, mathematical, and scientific in nature. These three following videos absolutely blew me away in regards to Tesla and how his work related to Spirituality = Science = God = Mathematics = Architecture = Intelligence = Nature = LAW OF ONE, AND SO MUCH MORE:




Also recall that Tesla, in the early to mid 20th Century, had correctly described a cell phone, both in appearance and function. I believe that Time Travel is Real.

He also made many new inventions using Free Energy, but all of this has been hidden from us by The Cabal.

Let’s understand that we have all Been lied to, By The Cabal. The Cabal are the ones that have always been at the very top politically, almost every US president as far back as the 60s-70s [except for Trump right now; a True God's send], and even extended many thousands of years and very high politicians and other extremely powerful people at the top -- making us work while they enjoy the riches. They literally have all the money in the world, lying to us every single day. They are responsible for JFK's assassination, in which case David Chase has always somehow alluded to the mystery behind JFK's assassination in The Sopranos.

David Chase alluded to the assasination so many times because John F. Kennedy was a good guy who was assassinated by The Cabal.

The Cabal/The Illuminati are doing very horrific things in the World. ISIS and Al-qaeda are really just proxy groups of The Cabal. The Nazis were also just a proxy group of The Cabal. The Cabal are doing very bad things in addition to funding terrorism world-wide. They have been responsible for both World Wars. The Cabal/The Illuminati/The DeepState are very evil. The Rabbit-hole goes very deep.

As JFK said in one of his famous speeches, his plan was to eradicate this Globalist Secret Society and help to usher in & bring peace to Earth. But The Cabal assassinated him.

Donald Trump is now fulfilling JFK’s legacy of eliminating this Trans-generational, Globalist Secret Cabal of Elite Criminals, and thus is paving the way to World Peace. We are truly in the midst of The Golden Age.

Here is a video that I Love (we see Corey Goode in the very beginning) which shows how evil The Cabal truly is, and what is being done to stop them currently (how GOOD is TRIUMPHING over evil right now):

We can accomplish anything with our Spirituality. It’s time for Humanity to Wake Up. Let’s be more loving and kind to others and more forgiving of others. And Let’s make sure that The Cabal [The Criminal Syndicates] will never impinge on our Freedom ever again. Let’s make sure that we, as humans, are projecting the Reality that we want to Live on Earth by — Peace & Love & Respect — for everything and everyone. This energy will go out into the Universe and become our own co-Creator-Collective Consciousness or Reality which manifests itself in our Physical World. It is simply the Law of the Universe.

Two very popular sayings in Spirituality are:

1. As Above, so Below.

2. As Within, so Without.

These are simply the laws of the Universe, manifested in Physical Reality & rooted in Spiritual Consciousness. The same is true for the Holy Bible and the words it contains within (the words in the Bible are often symbolic in meaning).
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We Need To Wake Up to the Truth about The Cabal.

IT IS VERY INTERESTING TO NOTE THE MULTIPLE NAMES OF this Group -- making up multiple names for themselves for thousands of years -- In Order To Confuse Us:











THE SERPENT GODS (from Far East & Central America sayings/writings)

THE CHITAURI (from Zulu sayings/writings)

THE ANUNNAKI (from Sumerian sayings/writings)

THE SNAKE BROTHERS (from Hopi sayings/writings)

THE STAR PEOPLE (from Various sayings/writings)

THE DEMONS (from Christian sayings/writings)

THE ARCHONS (from Gnostic sayings/writings)

THE JINN (from Islamic sayings/writings)

THE ORIONS (from Ancient sayings/writings)

THE CHARIOT GODS (from Ancient sayings/writings)

THE REPTILIANS (which are from The Draco Constellation in our Universe)


But let's not forget what they are truly, and the most appropriate name for them: THE CRIMINAL SYNDICATES

How many times did David Chase allude to Snakes in The Series as evil?

How about in the Story of Adam and Eve?

Not that all are evil, just as with humankind there are good and bad people. But those who have infiltrated earth for their gain only -- for many thousands of years -- are evil beyond what we could imagine.

Our only goal should be More Loving and Kind to each other and More Forgiving of Ourselves and Others (thus releasing karma), and this will aid in our Collective Human (Soul) Ascension, which is what they have been trying to prevent.
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Really? That’s what you have decided to add. I am a little bit confused, can you please elaborate on your goal in writing that post. Beause I don’t understand, honestly, if you are being sarcastic or funny or serious or what.


Alen_S_88 wrote:Really? That’s what you have decided to add. I am a little bit confused, can you please elaborate on your goal in writing that post. Beause I don’t understand, honestly, if you are being sarcastic or funny or serious or what.

Just a little levity. It's a Paulie Walnuts quote. No harm meant.

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